Stanfordgirl

May 16th

I am back in Seattle. B picked me up. He became nice now. He talks to me with trust, and with admission. He told me about Obama's sacrifice. I felt humbled by his trust. I am interested.

Now I need to get good at work. Prepare for 12pm meeting; publish Airbnb, pay the parking ticket; send message to Enlik regarding her mother. So at the meeting what we could do is - discuss Ellen, what else?

I need to figure out my thoughts before he comes back. Honestly, I had some wonderful time alone in Seattle, a lot of sleeping, a lot of dreaming, a lot of day dreaming. I did laundry, cleaned , and clean out my postal mails. At work I was on time with my recommendations, and presentations. I didn't like sleeping in his place. Smell and ambiance are not relaxing to me. I like thinking of him. I am reading the book - the road to character, and it does explain things, and it does touch on subjects I find surprising in this society. I see we have a lot in common, and a lot of things we share. On the buttom, we agree on a) we are all equal we should love everyone; b) there are meaningful things in life, a lot more meaningful than everyday Kellogg life, life is a mystery, and there is a meanin…

I got back to work after a long walk to capitol hill. I bought a book, I ate good dinner at safeway, I relaxed, listened to music. Completely enjoyed my time. I spend this evening without him, and I am happy. Though I often think about him, I am happy that I have an excuse not to see him tomorrow, because I am going to watch rowing event, and because because I can spend some time with Namrata and girls. and because he is going to miss me, hahaha. he won't even know it, but he will. I am happy to be away of his grip, and have an opportunity to say someone on my own. I can't confront, but I can punish, in my humble way. It is an easy punishment, easy way for me to go. The book called - the road to Character, is interesting. It is about self devotion to a cause. the woman described there - F…

Today is May 3rd 2016. I am at work, and felt really not in mood to do anything. The feeling was devastating. I need to survive today. Yesterday I fell asleep at work and woke up at 6pm. Then I decided to work. Instead I went for a walk, then listened to music. The buttom line, I am tired of everything, and I am tired most of all of broken promises. I realized I miss devotion. I want to be devoted to a cause and a a person, and live to fulfill it. Even though my work is mostly fun, I can't concentrate. I am falling, and missing everything. I don't care. I care, and I dpn't do. Just because I don't do things. I am just overly complicated, and lazy. That is my work. That is what I do after graduation. I feel like I am sick. I am sick and tired. I am very sick and tired of this man. He reple…

April 18th Life changes fast. I am sitting in the Starbucks. I will need to go to work in one hour. I am writing to express my thoughts and tune myself in the right objective focus. I am excited! I need to build energy and confidence at work. I see this guy - director off Ellen who is pretty good impression leader. I should lead from within now. I don't have experience in leading from within. I should build trust and respect, and I should be someone they like talking to, someone they like learning from. Or what do I do? Let me check online. Well, first thing I think is showing how much I like games and how much knowledge I can bring. I should do a study as soon as possible. I should produce some awesome studies fast. I feel like I am behind, because I wasn't doing anything for the first f…

Dear diary, I am little sad. Because I today signed a letter of non-compete. Also, even thought I am grateful for a job offer and the opportunity to work in US, I feel tied. I am certainly doing better than a lot of people. Making just as much money as amazon, microsoft and other top giants, and work a lot less. I secured a job that pays me well, and sponsors my visa. It is a big achievement. For some reason I feel sad. One reason is Seattle. I am afraid to live in the city with no sunshine, and no luxury :) Another reason is gaming industry. Yet another reason is I will need to marry someone, because I can't marry him. It is for better. I expect some hard time coming in at the beginning. The lower the expectations, the better the results. It also kind of shows me how I will have to work…

I need to decide what I am going to do with the CET challenge. The pressure is real, and the stakes are high. I have an offer, and am moving to Seattle. I will start working in 7-14 days. At the same time, my team and I are selected to be finalists at the prestigious competition in one month, where we have a good shot at winning, and receiving funding. Also it's a big media event in the industry. I need to straighten my energy, and figure out how to navigate it. How to think about it. My future boss, is okay with me traveling and working on my startup. He will be flexible with me traveling. The plan if we win the competition - 1) go talk to Archie and see if he wants to merge or acquire us. He is likely to like the idea. 2) go to Peter Scarpelli - decision maker at the largest REIT (my cu…

Almost the last day of February What can I say. I have traveled to Seattle this week, I had my interviews and I got my job. On Monday I had legal accounting class, on Tuesday I did nothing and left to Seattle. I had two good days just interviewing, nothing else. I submitted another draft to Mike. I got back on Thursday, and I spent two days attending CET event. Now we have to win. I am glad overall. Today is Saturday, and I am going to the sauna. I had a conversation with Azamat in the morning, I chatted with Arstan. I love this guy. I love Arstan. I have to get my shit together with INjoo. Prepare myself and mobilize resources. I need to lead people now, so they do things that need to be done. I am dreaming about my life in S. I see that this spring will be amazing. I need to visualize t…

I am here ready for the interview with Doubledown

Let's see.

What would you do about levels?

Why we need levels:

1. incentive to continue play the game/ bet more

2. gratification of your efforts

Benefits for the player: Players like levels because it explains them where they are in the game, and gratifies them for their effort and time. - satisfaction, curiosity

Benefit for the doubledown: stays longer, buys more, increased loyalty.

Hit benefits for the customer:

1. show where they are on the level system - satisfaction - big announcement on the level basis - unlock bonus

Topic

Epic

User story: As a player, I would like to know where I stand in the game

As a player, I would like to be gratified for entering a new level

February 21st - Sunday. I have an interview scheduled for Wednesday. I think I will get the offer. Yesterday was a nice day. I went to meet Billy and other teams at the Garage. Then I went to meet Rose, and found that she is open to pitch with me at the CET. This news increases our chance of winning significantly. I am happy. This week I regained my faith and gratitude towards the universe. I have thanked God for my roommates, for my father and for my friends, for people the lord sent to my life. I am grateful. This gain is beyond significant for me. I am happy to be in touch and in relationship with the universe. It fills my soul with happiness, harmony and untamed source of gratitude. God thank you for showing your face to me again. Thank you! Now, this week what did I do? This week was…