Stanfordgirl

There is a tension between conforming and being different.

Aggression is attractive.

Veil of ignorance.

That's me. That's original.

I listed to doctor Palienko, and understood a lot of things. I understood the value of aliveness. I will bring value of aliveness and fill in the world with it. Aliveness is feeling fullfilled with where you are at now, and feeling calmly excited about what is about to come.

I can see aliveness in Xavier, the coach.

Aliveness brings you a partner. Partner brings you energy. I will buy some shirts and underwear for aliveness. Look at her, she is really enjoying herself.

I do a great job, and I am confidently alive. Alive and confident - that's my vibe.

Time to be alive. So happy to be alive.

I visualize:

I have funds so that I don't have to worry about transportation, living, and travels.

3000 on uber,

5000 on travels,

3000 on house

3000 on food

5000 on clothing etc

I would like to have this lifetsyle next year.

Here's what this city opens up for me:

1. amazing bookstores

2. amazing comedy

3. acting and accent classes

4. tech meetups

5. more books to read

6. capoeira

I have not been productive today. I went to tried to send my paperwork. And I went and looked at the apartment. Those are not very helpful activities. Get things done girl.

At work I played games and haven't accomplished what I hoped. I have a couple hairy issues, such as talking to John about insurance, car, and my visit. Need to get it done.

As per work, there are little few things I need to get done. Don't worry girl.

I didn't start my day right, kind of my heart of beating.

I kind of in need of an advice.

It's 9am I am the only one in the office this early. My real first week at work is about to pass. I am very happy because I scheduled a dental appointment and I have a dental insurance. I am happy to think that my teeth health and smile are going to be under control now, and I will feel healthy. I have been disspaointed in people, because of notion of spying, governments spy on each other. Because of transactional relationships, selfish mindsets. The guy I sent 800 promoted an auction between me and another tenant. He certainly cares too much about himself, take take person. They usually get little progress in life. I need to read this book about takers again. It's good I remembered this book.When I am at work, things that come into my mind - being alone, no one bothers me even a second.…

Bombarding thoughts and concerns - let me list them first and let them go. I of course need to sort out the living situation. I am of course need to sort out transportationj situation. I am worried that I am not enough at work, and of course making the first impression is something I care about. Paying off my debts and being in good financial holding is what worries me. Paying lawyer, paying H, paying off credit card is what I am thinking about. Mainly I would like to:have a private and amazingly comfortable living space where I dream and read.have a car that is reliable and I enjoy driving in LAactivity that brings me closer to my partnerwork that values me and incredibly impressed by meBank account that is on it's way to have 100K at the end of the next year. Taking care of my house in…

Here's what I am imagining - insight - unlock potential of cryptocurrency to midwest, to the working class. Use old tecnics to make them sign up for the currency or the game - markets, flyers, coupons etc.

crypto-game, selected marketing.

Now I am confused and scared about coming back to LA, because of living situation and my back pain, and many small things I need to accomplish.

Get an apartment

Buy a car

Get money from the insurance

I am back from the H trip with my sister. I found that my sister really doesn't like to take pictures. I found that my sister really does love and miss our nephews. I found my sister loves being in the ocean, and loves snorkeling. I know my sister really likes fast food. What is on my mind? team is on the standup, and I have 10 minutes to write all that's on my mind down. I am thinking what am I going to do before my work starts. I am afraid at the beginning my work wont be super high rocket, how I will be inspired?If I am not afraid, I am not learning. My new job should be invigoratingly scary.I am thinking how do I spend my time inspired and effective during this transition time. How do I create something great?For my energy, for my future, for my people?I am thinking that I need some s…

I want to own 50% of it. Where does it fit?Real estate companies are providing full service. They got a lot of VC money. What we can bring them? it's a tool for their agents - that only they can use, - they will get 10% of the move. Nah, too big a of a money in RE to think about 200-1000 bucks to earn.Let's say VC that invested in real estate startup. how do we fit in the puzzle? Is there any data value in moving? what data we can collect. what we can with it?as a white label to moving companies - giving them the truck and giving them the leads. Let' s say we own Seattle area, we own 50% of the market. what does it give us? from data perspective? from market power perspective? market power towards competitors, towards customersYou lease our truck, but you must use our payment system.What…