February 27th
Almost the last day of February
What can I say. I have traveled to Seattle this week, I had my interviews and I got my job. On Monday I had legal accounting class, on Tuesday I did nothing and left to Seattle. I had two good days just interviewing, nothing else. I submitted another draft to Mike. I got back on Thursday, and I spent two days attending CET event. Now we have to win.
I am glad overall. Today is Saturday, and I am going to the sauna. I had a conversation with Azamat in the morning, I chatted with Arstan. I love this guy. I love Arstan.
I have to get my shit together with INjoo. Prepare myself and mobilize resources.
I need to lead people now, so they do things that need to be done.
I am dreaming about my life in S. I see that this spring will be amazing. I need to visualize this spring. This spring is full of happiness. I am blessed.
Beautiful meditation!
Let me just write all the things I dream about for the immediate future God please protect me.
I go to Gym next to office for 10 minute runs. I take capoeira seriously and get my belt. I walk to work, I have three dresses to wear, and I wear them all the time. I have nice, intelligent jewelry on me. I go to dates and find my guy. I do just realizing for a month or two, just working a little bit and dating.Then when I am good with my dating life. I start working on the toy. Ooo. I go sign up as a babysitter and play with girls. Then I find capable, great people and play, prepare a beautiful toy to them.
This spring I get a lot of media attention. Because we win the challenge, then I sell to Root3. Then I sit on the panels with carter, and I tell people how I did it. How much I learned and that I am ready for the next thing. I am covered in the newspapers, and I am happy. Do I want to be covered as a CET winner female CEO or not?
What is the right decision? Where do I start. I play it down and don't show up. Or do I seize the opportunity and go all the way with the fame. Who can help me to answer this question.
My brand is strong or my characters' brand is strong? What do I choose? Jessica Alba has both, personal brand and brand of her company. I want to go with my personal brand all the way. I am iconic.
Do I want to be in the newspapers ,and sitting on the panels talking about INjoo or not. Or do I drop it , and go clean to play my next venture? I think we could do this:
We publish blogs. We win the competition. Or get really good traction at the competition. Then I talk to Archie. If he is in, we go sign the deal first. Then I start the tour, talking everywhere how awesome our company is. I feel we need rebranding, hopefully we can do rebranding when we sell. I sell off. but what's next? I hire good engineers, I talk to CBRE. When I start my job, and become a winner at CET, what is my personal brand? Is brand based on the true value?
Do I rush for coverage before the substance? What I know is that I want a real personal brand identity, and I want a real successful and rocking company. No fake talks, no fake identity.
Media persona management. What are my fears. What I am not feeling comfortible. Scary. Many things I don't feel comfortible. Energy is blocked and not clear cohesive plan there?
I can get a quick and interesting exit. What I want from our collaboration with archie? What? Should I think about it?
I think only time will show. It's a little complicated. Who I talk to? Do I do fake it till you make it?
Ah, only time will show. For now I will do my best, to get a great CET and Garage experience, and present INjoo in the best light at CET and to the public. We will show INjoo from the best perspective to the public. We will do it professionally and with grace. Thank you!