Stanfordgirl

It's a strike contrast between someone who is making decisions and here - where no one is making decisions. Talking to someone who makes good calls fast - and you feel like you are in good hands.

I talked to the lawyer yesterday, and it made me feel good.

It is Thursday and I am feeling better. Good mood. My coach helped me bring in grounding, happy routines such as prayers in the garden, help from friends, taking a day-off, being strategic about relaxing.

I am grateful John did it. I am grateful to Spencer, I like talking to him. I like his voice - focused and simple. I am grateful I have Sarah who recommended me. I am grateful Alicia is going to help me. I am grateful Kate is staying at my place. I am so so very grateful.

Now that you know what you worry about - the answer is - don't over-complicate things. Today call John tell him you cannot give him more. On thing I could do is give him 20K as a m-transh and 20K for 20% of the company, and must be paid off in 3 months, and must give me monthly 20% of revenue. But I think no. Let's keep it clean and simple. 25K: all expenses together, 30K at the moment of d day. Everything we do - 60% me, 40% him. Now jobs - maybe take scopely job and take Bayram job, and work non-stop July-August -September- October. June - 10 days with John - 6 days home- 10 days with dad. What I'd like to do - work another 2 weeks nicely at DDI - go for vacation for 3 weeks really travelling with fun - India, Morocco, Nice etc. then come back and work another 2 weeks. Then move to LA-…

Serene, whom I love to the moon and back. Bayram whom I am having breakfast with. Plus I can stop by Yura and Ira anytime. I helped out Liv yesterday, and am feeling good that she moved forward with the interview process. I would like to help her to get the job.

Learnings: with landlord and tenant relations - keep it professional, do what you said you will do. With moving and helping etc: ask for help, hire cleaners and movers.Next time I move I'd like to move with someone who cares about me. This time it was Andrei, and I am grateful. On the weekends - it's enough to spend time aimlessly, not right - it's not good spending time the way I used to spend it. Now I need to spend it in this way: I do meditation type of activity home - work in the garden, work at home, do gym, find time for meditation. Find time for space and openness. Purity, power, loyalty. Find time for fun activities - gym with John or Yura, swimming or climbing with Yura.Okay, gratitude from this weekend:I am grateful there was a person who cared about me in the move process, who…

Today I am grateful that I had a conversation with John, that he is a good guy, and that he is still planning to do it. It gives me freedom, and a little bit more of a feeling of security. I am grateful that Riley told me about his problems. I am grateful that I am invited to the Venture out group. I am grateful to Kellogg for giving me this privilege. I wouldn't be invited, if I didn't get through this hurdle of passing exams for Kellogg. I am grateful I talked to Sarah, and he supports me. I am grateful I watched a movie - the mirror -with Margarita Terehova. It said - writing a book, is not a profession, a living, or a income, it is a deed. Thesis of what type of people I'd like to surround myself - those who will go an extra mile. Those who routinely do it, not because of strive for p…

Where would life take me? I am excited about opportunities at the job. In order to achieve these big things I want - I will need to keep three or more projects at a time. need a really strong personal assistant and life coach.

At the moment, I will find a new job, work on reputation/connections project, personal achievement - public speaking and coding, and delivering other startups. At the moment - jobs.

I am very interested where the God will take me?

Jessica from Dune: when the desired is close, you act risky, be careful of those times. Why not make him marry you? the juice and importance between people dissapears when you make someone do.

Watching - The mirror tonight. Going to gym and am planning to feel good about it.

There are two main priorities in my life at the moment: getting married; and getting a job that has better odds at achieving my goal.Visualization: at the end of summer I paid my debts, have my $20K in the account, and have my work authorization.where I am very valued, and a job that is highly paid, and a job that has a good company name, flexibility. ah, ah, ah. What is my track - be ready to start a business. In order to do it I need: 1. financial savings ($20K) in my account. That is an easy task. Remember it. It is an easy task. The rest is nice to have. Requirement: a job that will bring $20K clean in my account. After paying Zoli's debt. ideally after paying 20% mortgage. that is: 15K mortgage, 8K Zoli, and 20K for startup. Nice to have: good company name, flexibility, I am valued,…

This morning I talked to Z. It was awesome, so much fun again. Every time we talk it is fun. I will never want to abandon this relationship in my life - it is God sent.

Open issues: Majestic slots, rescuing LeanIn.

Big topics I am feeling excited about - getting a new job, marrying, buying cool clothing and getting a boyfriend.