Stanfordgirl

Utro- ya otlichno provela 2 nedeli s papoi. My deistvitelno sblizilis. Seichas chitau term sheet i dumau kak hotelos by poobashatsa s foudnerami komapniy v Grab - southeast asia etc, i v kitae.

Ya dumau vse budet otlcihno. Nado bystro razobratsa s deistvuushimi voprosami i idti super vysoko.

Na kanikulah prochitala educated, masters of scale, dune, chto to pro physics, i Vanity Fair. Menya udivilo chto mne interesna polit deyatelnost. Ya znachit zavela horoshiy habits - zaschet reading and listening.

I have figured out a lot of things now. I sorted out marriage questions. I sorted out how I am planning to approach job search. It's nice. I prepared for my session with Sarah.

Tomorrow I will think about my current job, listen to podcasts, and sort out some finances. Good plan!

I am very excited about my next months: first it is going to be warmer and warmer. second I will be shopping and dress myself into a very beautiful looks, third - I am going to be free, because

You need to expect the competition. Blackhole - competition. Break free of the competition - I like it. Contrarian and competitive.

How do you escape competition? How do you create a new game

Let me ground myself here today. I am very energized, but also very emotional. I went and worked out at my gym at home today, listened to music my dad prepared, sent massive amount of messages, which I usually don't do, bought gifts for my dad. Most importantly I read. I read: apparently massive purchase and sale of houses is a lucrative business: Zillow and Onehome (newly raised 200M at series B) are hot on this topic. Reminds me of socialism and it's economics on scale. The premise is that they know the intrinsic value and the home price at the moment, and in time. Economists need to explain me the model outside of cost reduction, middle mad reduction benefits, how do you hedge the risk?The Indonesian war on all in all app got my blood boiling. The Harvard grads are at each others throa…

I am crying. The songs should help, it's all going to come back - I am going to see my dear president, he will always be in my heart. Seeing my dad walking towards me in the sunshine - I felt very very blessed. There is so much love towards K, he is very controversial, bg love person. Big love. Love is all you need. Just do everything with love. All you need is love, love is all you need.

B is somewhere, and I don't know when I am going to see him. It's not under my control, no matter how bad I want. Things are changing.

Max is out of life. Dad in Asia condo is the past. B in Seattle is the past too. Some things are permanent - like having a baby, becoming a parent. I want permanence.

I am actually feeling very relaxed and good after the workout. B made me feel understood, and loved again. It is not to feel that you are bringing this fire-y feel and love under any sauce.

Tonight I wanted to see lowe's, check out the jazz place, and go to the movies. Go to movies with Inkar in Sundance or another cool movie place.

Okay. What about my project with Max. What is important? Realistically what building MVP will look like, how much effort it will take.

I am in LA in Margarita's house. I am going to Bayram's party. I am not losing anything. What can I do immediately for Bayram:1. organize product people to meet him about retengineering. Understand retengineering better, so I can sell it myself.2. Go ahead and reach out to Sofi, and Brex and make an introduction. 3. Introduce and bring in 2 awesome marketing people. I am going to tell him - consulting. Let's do an agreement - consulting. After that I will do deep work on product and make intros. I will prepare the contract. During the time of contract:- intros to partnerships- 5 test specifications- economic snapshot-work as HR about immigration.After that I will prepare him a full time offer agreement. During the time of contract I will dedicate no more than 10 hours a week on this proje…

I am going to write first that I am feeling stressed. My body is not reacting to it well. I found several ways to mitigate it, such as share it with other people, share it with Keith, Jenny. I am also learning that I will need to trust the world. I control things and some things I cannot control. I will have to trust Vadim about the renovation. I am struggling with a lot of things that are not things I wan to do, falling on me. How do I focus? Today focus on positive attitude. Bring your bright and fun energy to the meetings. Besides work day - next focus on going to your beautiful house and enjoying it yourself- with love and tranquillity. No phone or anything - just your house. Tonight write a beautiful email to Felix.After that you need to buy tickets to LA, send my resume and schedule…

I realized today, that it will be awesome tomorrow to meet my newly formed friends entrepreneurs and listen to AI talk. I would really like to learn more coding, math, and AI. I kind of would like to take time to work less with people, more on learning, more somewhere abroad. Only with people who love me and support me. And with limitless time. I feel like it is freedom time, and learning time.

What high achievers do when it is learning time. How do they stop.

Regarding the house:

2. Ask Inkar to call contractors

1. start working on the permit - unknown

3. meet and right up the plan with Ana

4. buy appliances with Ana

5. set up airbnb ad

6. setup craigslist ad

7. meet renters on 17th

Regarding the well-being:

1. stay at Ana's or Liv's for breath and work from there, and pray for dad

2. talk to mom and Inkar about Aza issue

3. setup time with Sarah