April 24th at home

Today I am grateful that I had a conversation with John, that he is a good guy, and that he is still planning to do it. It gives me freedom, and a little bit more of a feeling of security.

I am grateful that Riley told me about his problems. I am grateful that I am invited to the Venture out group. I am grateful to Kellogg for giving me this privilege. I wouldn't be invited, if I didn't get through this hurdle of passing exams for Kellogg. I am grateful I talked to Sarah, and he supports me.

I am grateful I watched a movie - the mirror -with Margarita Terehova. It said - writing a book, is not a profession, a living, or a income, it is a deed.

Thesis of what type of people I'd like to surround myself - those who will go an extra mile. Those who routinely do it, not because of strive for perfection, but because of love. Love is naïve, love is volnurable, can be dramatic, but love is love, it is powerful. We are blessed to have love in this earth, we are blessed we have capacity to love.

From the Dune - when the desired it close, it is easy to start doing risky moves.

I felt good that I talked to IK, because it was a deed. Deed assumes there was a decision that came from somewhere, and that there are consequences, good or bad, and that the one who made a decision is going to take those consequences. the root of the desire to deed is interesting. The deed involves living your life, and exercising the power of your actions in this world. Maybe now I am closer to Bryan's saying - I am true to myself.