April 29th

Learnings: with landlord and tenant relations - keep it professional, do what you said you will do.

With moving and helping etc: ask for help, hire cleaners and movers.

Next time I move I'd like to move with someone who cares about me. This time it was Andrei, and I am grateful.

On the weekends - it's enough to spend time aimlessly, not right - it's not good spending time the way I used to spend it.

Now I need to spend it in this way: I do meditation type of activity home - work in the garden, work at home, do gym, find time for meditation. Find time for space and openness. Purity, power, loyalty. Find time for fun activities - gym with John or Yura, swimming or climbing with Yura.

Okay, gratitude from this weekend:

I am grateful there was a person who cared about me in the move process, who cared just cared - for I don't know what reason. I am grateful I had a good time moving with friends on Friday. I am grateful we went out and had fun.

I am grateful we cleaned the house and enjoyed it on Saturday. The house is beautiful and foreign now. I am grateful I had vivid beautiful images in front of me during the weekend - such as rooms filled with sun and not filled with sun - a woman's legs. I am grateful I watched Zerkalo - it effected me, and I am thinking.

I am grateful Andrew gave me the clean page to do it - to apply to microsoft and get it done.

How I'd like it to be different next time:

Next time I dream I am moving with someone who is deeply caring and we do it with friends and with fun. That we have moments to remenesce and to reflect and hug, and say it passed thank you for being there with us. Thank you for the house. So everything that is there is meaningful. If it stays with you for more than there years - it becomes meaningful to you.

How I'd like to approach this week:

I see myself advancing with the interviews, learning, and getting inspired.

With Ik and the team - good and stable relationships - gains in Ellen revive, and in monitoring.

In other areas - close the move out, spend time home, enjoy the weekend