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project dragon. What is the metric we focus. Metric #1 is time: we must have mvp in 7 weeks. Metric #2 - it is programmable you use your ipad, remote control or voice/clap, light control to control it What characteristics the mvp should have: 1. funny - like bb8 that just panics and runs when hears trap 2. speed - like sphero 3. technologically interesting - like bb8 4. design - design is something you want to look at closer - is intriguing 5. cute - something you want to hug and pet Funny, cute and intriguing something you can show your magic tricks with. Think of a toy for magic tricks. ideas: flying birds for a barbie ( remote control drones that take your barbie away) flower that opens and girl is born dragon that listens to you One I am sure of - it should have a wow element - that i…

I had a wonderful day yesterday. I had a drink with an interesting guy. Then I changed my old battery in the car. I got a completely new one now! Then I am happily bought netflix and watched Grace and Jackie :) So funny that I watch the movie for older people and about gay couples. In the morning, I replied to Amazon, and talked to Neeta. I found idealemon, it is good, but mostly for losers. I have one week before my trip to SF. I have to submit my applications, and schedule meetings. It is going to be some wonderful time in SF, I am sure. I will have some fun. I just reserved my hostel. It should be quite good, I think! So I have to put my full strength into plan A - getting a job in these couple of weeks. But also have a plan B - additional job - income. Ah, I need my coach. Okay. Let m…

I am overwhelmed. First, I am pressured and worried about Arstan. He told me he is suffering, and I understand him, in three days you can go crazy. I need some time to figure out what and how he is going to move. Because of my slowness he is suffering now. is it true? In a way, if you decided to take care of him, you should take care of him.

You just keep thinking about it all the time. What is the resolution?

My plan - work on Navitas, send it at 12pm. Then go ice skating with Ars. he he will have some better time, and he will just go to sleep.

Here we go, 2016. Woke up a 10am, watched lots of tv, and relaxed in my bed. I listened to wonderful Chaikowsky and danced. Dreamed a lot, stretched my body. In the icy morning, I put my sugarplum fairy song, and started eating my pizza with pineapples. Then danced like I am sugarplum fairy. Sweet. Now I have lots of things to figure. One is Arstan, and how I am going to entertain him, and how I am going to find him a place to live. Tomorrow I am going to give him dinner, Sunday - ice skating, Monday he is in his class. Tuesday we are going to find him a place to stay. All together couple hours a day. The hours I enjoy. Second, I have to submit CET competition. Application - spend 2 hours max on the application. Video - meet the guy on Monday for 3 hours , and have it ready. Third, Navita…

Haha. Christmas is tomorrow. I have to wait with sending my Christmas cards. Hahaha

A few wonderful things happened to me in this last ten days. I had lunch with Mike and Pat - Navitas partners - two gentlemen. I enjoy a company of gentlemen.

In December I have some awesome new beginnings to celebrate:

1. Starting a dating app journey - I have downloaded cmb, and contacted ijl.

2. I applied to two more job positions

3. I got my paycheck from Navitas.

My wish for the next month:

1. Pay completely my car loan.

2. Sign a job contract

3. Have my first date

It is going to be so amazing!

Novel begins

he looked at her with smiling eyes: are you mad at me?

Yes

You know what I do with girls who are mad?

I would like to write down my feelings about Julia. I am moving to their appartment, and it is a little bit a source of tention. I have completely no respect towards them, and consider them foolish, unorganized, unreliable, not-smart couple. Therefore I blame them for many things. Naprimer, ya hochu spat vmeste s nimi na odnoi krovati chtoby nakazat almasa za to chto on ne pereehal i ne obyasnil mne situaciu, chto emu bylo pofig i on ne izvinilsa. Doljen li byl on izvinitsa, nu hotya by obyasnit situaciu i predlojit pomosh, ya schitau on doljen byl. V obshem u menya plohoe otnoshenie k nim izza: 1) togo chto oni shumeli u zoli, eto neveroyatno tupo pritti k komu to domoi i shumet orat s utra, kogda im obyasnili chtoby on voobshe ne ostavalsa. 2) to chto oni pereehali k anushevskomu, eto b…

December 16th talking about speed. Right now I am in slow down situation, that makes me angry on myself. I am not a big doer, I am a strategist, and ideator. Therefore I have to push myself, and motivate myself to make things happen, to do things. I need to learn from big doers. What problems with speed means to me? Means just like now. In an airplane a person next to me was working all 3 hours. I was sleeping or just relaxing. Therefore postponed my to-do list. Then I landed and didn't work. I am waiting till I have an inspiration to do things. I am waiting till the last moment to do things. Sometimes things that I don't want to think about make me work slower. For example I don't know whether I should reach out to Eliot again, after him not replying me for two times. Or should I talk ab…

What does it look like to be unapologetic ally confident? It actually means acting with conviction. Let's observe. haha. let's see when I am acting with a conviction, when I am not so convinced What problems regarding speed I have: when I get a task to complete - I say - I will find myself perfect circumstances - (tonight with coffee, tomorrow after meditation, before going to sleep) - whatever I think is the right environment for this task. For small tasks like - sending email, I almost never reply on my mobile and right away. I will wait till the given time to answer all my emails. When it comes to bigger projects, I would start imiddiately, then I decide to look into it with fresh eyes later. Or I could say I will dedicate my whole saturday, whole wednesday on it, and then I am overhwe…

Yesterday was an exceptional day. Feeling excited and scared, I jumped into a bus that took me to the city of angels. I easily found a Starbucks that was next to the office where I had a scheduled meeting. There I dressed, put makeup and made a research to make sure I properly prepared for the upcoming meeting. I scheduled this meeting two months ago. I did not know what to expect. Since I wanted to meet, I was suppose to prepare for the meeting and lead it, but also a person I was suppose to meet was a lot older and more experienced than me. So to me it was a challenge. Who is the person I was about to meet? Put it simply, he is a hero for me. I had goals, such as making sure we will have another meeting, a collaboration opportunity; that I showed myself as a professional, super smart, a…