December 19th

I would like to write down my feelings about Julia. I am moving to their appartment, and it is a little bit a source of tention. I have completely no respect towards them, and consider them foolish, unorganized, unreliable, not-smart couple. Therefore I blame them for many things.

Naprimer, ya hochu spat vmeste s nimi na odnoi krovati chtoby nakazat almasa za to chto on ne pereehal i ne obyasnil mne situaciu, chto emu bylo pofig i on ne izvinilsa. Doljen li byl on izvinitsa, nu hotya by obyasnit situaciu i predlojit pomosh, ya schitau on doljen byl.

V obshem u menya plohoe otnoshenie k nim izza: 1) togo chto oni shumeli u zoli, eto neveroyatno tupo pritti k komu to domoi i shumet orat s utra, kogda im obyasnili chtoby on voobshe ne ostavalsa. 2) to chto oni pereehali k anushevskomu, eto bylo tupoe reshenie, i poteryali koshku. 3) to chto on skazal pereedu cherez mesyac, potom reshil pereehat cherez dva mesyaca i nikak ne izvinilsa. 4) a eshe tufli est, kotorye Meru vykinula. Nu otkuda mojno byt takoi tupoi, eto pravda.

teper kak byt. Teper ya dumau chto nado ih  prinyat takimi glupenkimi i otpustit i pojit s nimi.

V obshem tak: odin, ya hochu ih nakazat i pokazat kakie oni ne seryoznye. dva, ya bous chto on budet postoyanno tusit u nas doma. Budet li on tuist ib etom my ne znaem, i ne uznaem poka on ne pereedet.

Ya seichas smotru na samoe glavnoe - na to chtoby ya sekonomila dengi i ne platila za kvartiru mnogo. Ostalnoe ya vse sterplu, vyterplu. Doma budu ochen redko, spat budu prijata nichego strashnogo. Kogda ya budu zlitsa ponimat chto zlus izza proshlyh ih glupostei, kotorye ne vyskazyvau. ne staratsa navredit im ili vyskazat, no delat to chto mne vygodno.

Ya schitau eto normalno esli my pospim vse vmeste

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