December 16th

December 16th

talking about speed. Right now I am in  slow down situation, that makes me angry on myself. I am not a big doer, I am a strategist, and ideator. Therefore I have to push myself, and motivate myself to make things happen, to do things. I need to learn from big doers.

What problems with speed means to me? Means just like now. In an airplane a person next to me was working all 3 hours. I was sleeping or just relaxing. Therefore postponed my to-do list. Then I landed and didn't work. I am waiting till I have an inspiration to do things. I am waiting till the last moment to do things. Sometimes things that I don't want to think about make me work slower. For example I don't know whether I should reach out to Eliot again, after him not replying me for two times. Or should I talk about it with Tony. Should I schedule a meeting with Tony. He said he is leaving, I don't remember whether it is 16th or 17th.

Problems with speed mean that I am not doing things I need to do because no one is watching me, no one sees whether I did it, no one cares. I don't like when I am in big room with paper balls - meaning room with meaningless deals that piled up.

How about departmenization technique? Let's see can I departmentalize now?