Stanfordgirl

I am still in SF. I am not feeling well. I feel pressured by my deadline with Navitas. I feel uncomfortable in this cafe. I guess that is it. I feel I need a little more relaxation. I am not feeling my best. I am afraid to drink coffee, I am afraid my heart will start beating to fast again. I am just not comfortable working in this cafe, and am afraid that I won't finish it in time.

I will go another place

I learned my fashion style. I am comfortable and most confident in minimalistic zen clothes that outlines my figure and shows serendipity and good figure. I also like myself in a fun couple color (bucket feet style) clothes. I also learned about my living preferences. I like having my own room, where I can sleep :) I learned about my traveling preferences. I like travel by myself exploring neighborhoods alone, and meeting friends in the evenings. I learned about my dating preferences. I like mature, centered man who adores me. No players. Also, couple super interesting ideas on toy startup: 1. conduct ethnographic research 2. design 12 different prototype styles 3. advertise them fast 4. make them fast 5. apply to ycombinator. 6. get into HAX 7. get Aksh work on the app Raise money and ma…

Summary of November. Bababam. I have:

1. applied to two jobs - Amazon

2. participated in Hackathon, started python and completed SQL

3. found myself a life - coach!

Wishes for December:

1. land a job

2. get money coming from Navitas

3. start harmony and singles meetup

Today I am in LA. I couldn't focus on meditation today, I was just falling asleep. Though I had a lot of sleep. I make a contract to learn to meditate sitting. I think half of the time I am falling asleep while trying to meditate lately, it is also because I am listening to the same guided meditation. I consider it the beginning of my journey. I am afraid because I need to know where I am going to live, so I can be productive and happy. I liked the article today that says that - "You have to optimize for one thing at a time." Short term - living I want to optimize for someone not bothering me, coffee shop near by, and easy in and out access. The rest doesn't matter. Game plan - wait for Khorshid's answer, call Laura about friends in LA. I sent couple messages to my friends in SF: Jasleen,…

How girls create stories

November. Dear diary. I had a morning session with HAX partner. Summary Hardware rush started three years ago hardware innovation has not kept up with software innovation Valuations: firbi 5.7 dji10B mi 46B go-pro software ecosystem vs technical discovery landscape: boston robotics- right upper corner, mi - left down corner. The rest is sweet spot for accelerators - firbit, parrot, oculus, nest, square If you are not doing something unique you will be commoditized (xiao-ized) - you have to have technology or other killer advantage - technology underneath the product is important audio - kokoon CE - print smarthome - yeelink pet tech - petronics beauty - nail machine Robots: Make block opentrons scanning shelf - simbe shirt printing - My idea 50% are repeat backers on kickstarter recurring…

First time at the Hackathon

Applied to Zero to One

Now I need to

1. clear out my schedule

2. send resume to Emily

3. send resume to Namrata

That's it!

Goals: find a job and increase your God connection

Good luck darling!

Dear diary

Falling asleep unfortunately. Can't wait to start making money.

1)Check out Jake's coach, and reply him

2)Finish Namrata's resume.

3)Find three more jobs to apply : http://jobs.techstars.com/job?did=J3H2765XJVKW7KM2Y2J

4) apply to Arman Suleimenov

5) think of Akshat

I finally overcome this annoying picture of a big gym room with paper balls in it.

Now I focus on two things only : getting an interview at amazon and building my compassion toward others.

When everything is simple you feel empowered. So today:

1. follow up with Emily

2.follow up with Namrata

3. send email to Moyo

4. prep for tomorrow's class

5. send email to Kevin

6. finish resume for Namrata

7. look for couple other jobs

Some thoughts about Carter

Carter thinks that I am not ready yet to become an awesome VC. The lakmus test will be to see why entrepreneurs will listen to you. Why they would listen to your advice.

I take his advice.