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I am in a cafe - first let's see where we at on my not work related things:

How should I take my time on vacation. I will figure it out. Options:

- go to Ukraine and find developers

- go to Italy with mom

I will spend 1 week in Kazakhstan and one week  in Ukraine or Italy. I will figure it out by the end of this month.

New year is here! I had such a wonderful time talking to my mom today. She told me about celebration, about my nephews - how they earned their gifts from santa this year. She told me about Ashat's son, and I remembered what my brother is like. He is a character - I remember how much I loved my brother as a child. He had a strong spirit. Then we talked about Ulja and her grandson. He is a treat. How much do I love him - I love him very much. Then I remembered my little nephew - Asanali. He also has a strong will - and a Godgiven character. my little nephews I love them. God gave me Love. A good set of feelings and a smile on my face when I think of them. Now about my mom - my mom loves me more than anything. She has her list of wishes and I am there in the list. that is a powerful thing to…

New years

Ignacio farewell email It’s been quite a ride, sure with many ups and downs, with many things accomplished and many more that should’ve been accomplished, but overall what will stick is the incredible amount of learnings that I take with me. As well as the feeling that I leave the company, and the teams I’ve been involved in, in good shape and pointed in a very promising direction. As many of you know, I just came across a professional opportunity somewhere else, that threatens to fulfill many of my career goals all at once. It will be a bittersweet feeling, though, when many of the things I’ve put so much effort into see the light of day, and I’m not around to enjoy those moments. I hope to at least hear about them from yourselves! My perso-professional email is [email protected], and…

December 25th – Christmas Aza is sleeping in the other room. I started my planning with personal finance tracker. I feel that my personal fiannce goes out of hand a little. First big spending bucket is – eating out. If eating in – I am not sure how to maximize it make sure I am not spending more than when eating out. Another bucket that I am worried about is – not needed spending like – economist subscription, auto insurance, maybe some other subscriptions. As soon as I have a god handle of my personal finanaces – 5 minutes, I will get back to you. Loks like I spent - $ 50 a day over the weekend - 100 total. And 25 every day just to live. So for food and entertainment I spend – 100*4+25*26= 1050 – only on food and entertainment. My goal is to spend: $50 over the weekend total, and $6 a da…

Today is December 21st. I am at work. Everything is in order. I see I do so much better without B. I am with him only because of attraction and because I feel sorry fr him. My flower time is on. It's Wednesday and I still cannot get myself together to start working. I think I am going to sleep, relax home now. And then I will drink a lot of redbull, and finally make myself to work. Work girl, work. I've been extremely unproductive these couple of weeks. For sure, my problems with B, my worries about being pregnant, my worries about my father, Venera, and Aza. Still half of my thoughts going into helping and enriching other people's lives. WTF. I need to move strong on my startup side, and my reputation side. But today, all I want is to stay warm and sleep. I am glad I am not pregnant. Yes…

Bryan, This holiday season is loving and kindness time. Time to acknowledge that the Universe is loving, forgiving and kind, and It hopes that we can move towards being loving, forgiving and kind. There is no question that it requires a not trivial amount of strength to distribute kindness no matter what. But Universe is keep doing it. The Universe is blind to assoults, demands and not fair treatment. I hope we can pass the time to sort out the things between You and I for after holidays time. And hope we can forward the universal feeling of beloningness to everyone who tocuhed our lifes with good or bad intentions. Andrea, I would like to ask to be promoted to become a lead product manager. I think it is the right time. It will give me confidence to apply to permanent status with DDI, an…

Saturday. I had a very good day. First, I would like to share with you my dream: In my dream, I am in the us, and passengers telling that they are looking for DDC 2.0. I realize I was mistaken about the right name, at school. Then I am in Venera's wedding again. My friend Venera tells me - you are not my Ada. My heart breaks. Overall, thought that are passing me all the time - I need a stable community. I am happy with community. Capoeira is certainly a community. Maybe, having boxing classes once a week with girls - is a good idea. I also want to invite people every Saturday to my place for breakfast. I am struggling between building a community and earning money. I would like to invite ladies for a brunch dedicated to Kazakhstan's independence day. Open questions - Saturday - Leavenswor…

I need to decide on my part time job. I figured I could work as a babysitter for Friday Saturday nights. Probably will make around $60 per night. It will be a fun job, but some logistics. Basically, it is a good job, only if you would really like to sit and explore babies. The cons of this job - no Friday out nights, and a little hustle because of driving etc. In general, I realized as long as I make $500 a week, I am glad, content and happy. It will probably mean - very little time off. But I am okay with it. So my schedule could look like this:

- Monday, Tuesday  mornings lyft - $150 - clean

- Friday, Saturday evening Sittercity - $150 - clean

- Gmat tutoring - $80 an hour. 5-6 hours and I am good. I could do that, I guess.

Here we go!

I am happy about how happy you are with me - Z and A.