January second 2017

New year is here!

I had such a wonderful time talking to my mom today. She told me about celebration, about  my nephews - how they earned their gifts from santa this year. She told me about Ashat's son, and I remembered what my brother is like. He is a character - I remember how much I loved my brother as a child. He had a strong spirit.

Then we talked about Ulja and her grandson. He is a treat. How much do I love him - I love him very much. Then I remembered my little nephew - Asanali. He also has a strong will - and a Godgiven character.

my little nephews I love them. God gave me Love. A good set of feelings and a smile on my face when I think of them.

Now about my mom - my mom loves me more than anything. She has her list of wishes and I am there in the list. that is a powerful thing to know. I am not a charity item, but  one of the most important items out there. It is a powerful thing to know.

My mom told me about my sister - Aida - she is happy now. Her happiness and the way she get there I might disapprove, but she is happy and I really want to see her - my little sister Aida.

About my dad - I decided I will go to Kazakhstan and I will sort things out with Venera. She is my sister. Woman wants to have a child with a man she loves, she wants to have a part of him in her and forever.