September 29th Sunday

Bombarding thoughts and concerns - let me list them first and let them go. I of course need to sort out the living situation. I am of course need to sort out transportationj situation. I am worried that I am not enough at work, and of course making the first impression is something I care about. Paying off my debts and being in good financial holding is what worries me. Paying lawyer, paying H, paying off credit card is what I am thinking about. Mainly I would like to:

have a private and amazingly comfortable living space where I dream and read.

have a car that is reliable and I enjoy driving in LA

activity that brings me closer to my partner

work that values me and incredibly impressed by me

Bank account that is on it's way to have 100K at the end of the next year.

Taking care of my house in Seattle.

One by one I will tackle those.

Think about - what hobby I can have so that I will be surrounding myself with men who are my love and life partners?

How can I incorporate mindfulness/place for calmness in my routine

How can I incorporate active reading and thinking into my life

How can I incorporate meeting with driven, smart, sincere people into my life