Friday October 4th

It's 9am I am the only one in the office this early. My real first week at work is about to pass. I am very happy because I scheduled a dental appointment and I have a dental insurance. I am happy to think that my teeth health and smile are going to be under control now, and I will feel healthy.

I have been disspaointed in people, because of notion of spying, governments spy on each other. Because of transactional relationships, selfish mindsets. The guy I sent 800 promoted an auction between me and another tenant. He certainly cares too much about himself, take take person. They usually get little progress in life. I need to read this book about takers again. It's good I remembered this book.

When I am at work, things that come into my mind - being alone, no one bothers me even a second. I am in a comfortable place - my house. I have two three intellectually provoking meetings a week, and two three love filled meetings a week. The rest I am alone learning on my own terms. What about accomplishments? Little graceful successful accomplishments are awesome.

What else is in my mind - I will really settle the housing situation this weekend.

I need to decide about the trip to Seattle for B.

Trip to Seattle for Halloween.

You will get it all done. Don't forger about your romantic life.

I realized I am coming from the place of fear. I am afraid to be judged by the team. But the truth is I need to do what i like doing - that is imagining great experience, working on promoting it forward.