Stanfordgirl

I am at Max's. About to start working. Good news - I found my keys. Now I don't need to go see my landlord!

Things need to do tomorrow:

1. talk to real estate - Anastasia

2. talk to Venera baby

3. write Yara

4. write Lean in group

5. write Margarita about Shashwat

6. call Shahswat about the trip

7. call Inkar

In the morning

8-10 work on my apartment

10-13 work at cafe vivace

13-14 sport

14-18 work

19- go see movie

I am here. I remember what awesome breakfast I had at Amanda's. I am so grateful she invited me. I came to this cafe - and wrote poems. I am an inspired person. I am feeling good this week, because I am excited about the buying apartment possibility, and about the fact that we have open line of communication with B. That I can dream about him. I am glad I have a better understanding who I am, what people are my tribe - selfless, limitless dreamers, whip smart, who want more out of this life. This week here's what happened - I came back from Chicago, where I relaxed and enjoyed so much. I really loved it. I took a lyft home, cleaned my place for airbnb and went to work in time. There I enjoyed my work and then in the evening I met my coach. I have so much respect for him. Can you imagine -…

Beginning of the summer. It didn't arrive to Seattle yet. What is going on in my life - on one side I feel I am putting to much attention at work, on the other hand, I feel I am not doing enough.

I am often going over and over the same things. Like, I am going to ask Thomas to bring me someone - to start working on this.

I am about to buy an apartment. I am nervous but excited about it.

Girl, yo Ada is doing a lot of things:

I had a good presentation on Tuesday - all I was busy about is - Tuesday presentation for MBR. I did well.

Andrew and I had a couple good conversations. One is I am going to get a

Here it is. I am feeling good. Where is it coming from? I am feeling balanced, and I think this evening we spent with men, gave me more energy. I can see how masculine energy adds to your life. So I a had a sleepless night, because I drank coffee and it was strong. I went to sleep around 4am. Now it's morning, and I am thinking of leaving the office and slowly and nicely working from home for the majority of the day. I am planning to learn about a/b tests, and build a first step. Thoughts that inspire me - going to Chicago- meeting Betsy Zigler, Linda Darragh and talking to them about my involvement and my donation to the good of the women in tech in Chicago, and how I can be an inspiration. Another thing is how I can use gaming technics into echo or siri commands. I met this amazing guy…

Dear diary. I am little nervous because Aza told me some harsh words. I know he is nervous and weak. He needs to grow up. Today I spent my day all by myself. I did my laundry. I cooked some quinoa for myself. I went to cafe presse, I witnessed a conversation between young entrepreneurs, and ate amazingly delicious food. In the evening I talked to Madina Lausheva.I remember a dog barking at me- when I got out of the car at Liv's. I remember how angry I was -I looke at the dog as if he was my enemy - why are you barking, it pisses me off, I am ready to kick you. Today at the apple store, a couple cut me off, and I got very angry. Those are all signs of my period being close and an idea that I am not on the right path. From the time I graduated I had big goals in the horizon - I reached and…

pay my bills for school

pay my medical bills

clean the house

finish presentation for MBR

write thankful notes to my team

write marketing material for my mom

call Sania - talk to her

prep stuff for Max and Sergei

go to capoeira

wash my car

shave and clean

buy tops so I can wear new clothes to work

So what am I going to do?

I am going to eat, come home and continue cleaning until someone writes me they want to have fun. Perhaps at 7 I can go and do some sports. At night I am going to watch good cartoons and do work nicely and lovingly.

Tomorrow - pick up Max- clean the car, unload the salvation army.

Life had it's unexpected turns. You can have hopes, and this hopes can be broken. You can dare and your wildest dreams can come true. You can be disappointed in someone. And you can find someone amazingly loving and awesome towards you unexpectedly. My conversation with my employee Riley have made me feel disappointed, for reasons such as - I haven't seen it coming; I felt there is a disrespect; I also think he is young and inexperienced, so he is becoming more experienced; his conversation was very rusty. This morning B bugged me with his revelations of how terrible, sheltered, and painful I was to him. I know they didn't do their best. I know I don't deserve to be talked this way. He thinks since 2016 I was a terrible person to him. I know what a mad man he is. I also felt like there is…

Subscription Gateway3:How do we scope the work?Subscription service:Purchase manager - make subscription service. what is special about purchasing subscription and regular purchase. There is logic in the back - subscribed, not subscribed, lapsed. He buffered the time. New hire, new project. They have to register the next deviceIf you have a new device - it's a call. Check: wheneasy stupid way - No infrastructure from the survey - client calls iTunes and asks is he a subscriber. Whole: the purchase bottom might come up all the time.problem - kicking people out of the game. Kitty bank: 6+4+1Each feature downloads one file. We need one client config. Client config - container feature. So there is no multiple requests. We want one request- give me that that that that. Not give me that back, n…

I am happy because I got into a good habit of writing what I am grateful for, and writing what I am planning to accomplish. I heard about this habit long time ago, and I thought I did it. In fact, I didn't practice it. Now at 33 I did gain this habit. God please let me keep this habit for the rest of my life, please give your blessing and strength to keep this habit for me.

I also decided to focus on joy and happiness. Watch happy positive mind blowing movies like Jumaji. These movies seem like a fresh air in the midst of dystopia. I had my magical mystery tour with my girls - it was like Jumanji.

I am grateful that Madina told me she is grateful for my lessons. It is probably the best acknowledgement.

Thank you God.