March 19th - turbulent times- my president resigned. Dad is preparing not to come back

I am crying. The songs should help, it's all going to come back - I am going to see my dear president, he will always be in my heart. Seeing my dad walking towards me in the sunshine - I felt very very blessed. There is so much love towards K, he is very controversial, bg love person. Big love. Love is all you need. Just do everything with love. All you need is love, love is all you need.

B is somewhere, and I don't know when I am going to see him. It's not under my control, no matter how bad I want. Things are changing.

Max is out of life. Dad in Asia condo is the past. B in Seattle is the past too. Some things are permanent - like having a baby, becoming a parent. I want permanence.