Feb 28 Thursday

I am going to write first that I am feeling stressed. My body is not reacting to it well. I found several ways to mitigate it, such as share it with other people, share it with Keith, Jenny.

I am also learning that I will need to trust the world. I control things and some things I cannot control. I will have to trust Vadim about the renovation. I am struggling with a lot of things that are not things I wan to do, falling on me.

How do I focus? Today focus on positive attitude. Bring your bright and fun energy to the meetings. Besides work day - next focus on going to your beautiful house and enjoying it yourself- with love and tranquillity. No phone or anything - just your house. Tonight write a beautiful email to Felix.

After that you need to buy tickets to LA, send my resume and schedule renters' arrivals. be ready to have fun with renters and share our lives together.

Let's talk about all the things I need to do. Maybe with my coach- Sarah I will prepare how to be strong. Okay all the things I need to do:

1. send resume to LA

2. send non compete to Bayram

3. decide what needs to be done with Nelly - plan it.

4. plan out your weekend.

5. schedule housing

6. telling my landlord about the move - Monday

7. book the rest of your trip to DC and spend money - focus on joy

The best thing is that I have my own house that is empty and tranquill just for me.

Today with positivity. Just go through the day with positivity. In the evening do tranquil time and email with love.