Stanfordgirl

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I really need to:

- apply to jobs. Apply to 10 jobs tomorrow

- reach out to Kurdin and redfin friend for this week

- sign up for doctor

I am overwhelmed, because one Z is coming, and I will need to make him comfortable. I will have a lot of fun with him. It will help me. I will go hiking with him nicely, and search my life. Talk to B about future

Also, we are kicking out my cleo project. I will be busy 2-3 nights a week.

I need to stay afloat at my job, apply to new jobs

Open questio

I need to write an email to Mike, startup grind. What do I want from him?

I want him to introduce me to ambitious heart-centered women.

I want resources to what conferences and meetings it is important for me to be involved in

What growth is? Companies I can volunteer for. Volunteering opportunities

Where did the girl with super ambition go? When did she land? How can I get her back? Today is my birthday. In the morning I had a conversation with my coach. I went to talk to my 10 years older myself. I need to retouch the base and see who she is. There is a battle between impact and ruthlessness.Be-do-have mindset. I went and secured and apartment for Z today. nice he will have a garden and a nice place. We are going to hike, fish and watch a lot of cool movies. A lot of cool movies together. wow-wow-wow. We are also going to learn bidin bow, and also fix all my car problems. It is going to be very wonderful time. Tomorrow I am planning to go dental, and then go boxing. Dental at 10:30, and boxing at 12pm. Then I am taking off to the mountain. 2 to 6 I am going to on the mountain and j…

I am at work. I had some fun time on the boat yesterday. It gave me time to reflect and think through. I am curving time for reflection, and I need to get to habit to prioritize meditation. Not when sleepy and tired, but when awake. I learned a couple of things. When I achieve my journey of getting money and security, I will shift to change my mindset from resourcefullness to XXX I don't even know how to call it yet. I had some nice and invigorating thoughts. Zoli has apartment now, he can get some finance to do things. Another - how awesome it would be to go meet Nelly and make her make pictures of me and B. My thoughts are swirling around - I want to buy a property. In Seattle, Chicago. With someone or by myself. I need $100K, I have $20K, I can get $50K from my mom. I can see flipping…

I have finished two really important deals today:

- saved contacts for blue - I have 1400 images. Wow!

- I finished preparing the spec for Cleo

Now unfinished questions:

send out intake to Sarah!

meditate and reflect

What I want to do is - write up a spec for engineers for my app. Do more meditative work and save customer numbers.

A couple insights came to me while I was in shower after boxing - one is that I am ready for change. For strating a new job and dying my hair.

I am home and have to decide a couple important issues:

work how do I find motivation at my work, what is the next challenge.

Ideas floating around:

- go to Korea talk to the CEO of DoubleU - ticket to Seoul $800. Seoul Astana $640

- get another job.

But what do I want? I want to many things in one. And I am procatsinating. I want:

family marriage, children, my startup, learning, traveling.

Te question is:

- how do I go to work happy tomorrow

Stop meetings with Andrea. Go into 2 times a week mode. Start 3 times with R, Angel.

In 10 days is my birthday. Oh, just writing it makes me scared. I am scared about the future. Let me concetntrate what is important. Things get harder when you have to think about another person, and when you think about your children. And I do think about my children. Putting your children first, but working hard. I think its this way - get and accomplish things. Surely do accomplish mind blowing things. Listening to very beautiful Snowapple songs. What are you thinking about? I am thinking about B. Our future, our trips, our visit kz, our future days together. I am a little scared of course. Because it is a scary thing. To marry someone you love. You worried about your job, because there are several things you can do: - you can become director of content, work only on content. not a lot…

Next week focus on making sure your startup team is fired up. You have weekly meetings with your team.

12 games:

2 steppers 5X9 with batterflies, ocean objects

2 steppers 3X5 with multiplier

2 steppers with jackpots

2 steppers with lightning link jp

2 gongs

2 ocean m

2 mighty eagle games

Besides my business, here are open questions:

1. how do I build relationships with K -team? what is the best way?

2. how do I get my promotion? when and how is the best way to make sure I get a promotion?