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In Vegas, I had a wonderful time with Andrew Kertezs. I felt I am being respected and that we can work together well.

I learned that Andrea is leaving our company, and that no one knows who will be our director anymore. I am planning to become one.

Conversation with Haenam - at DDC we have people who can build things, 30 engineers, Andrew and Thomas. We do not have enough resources who can tell what to build and how to innovate.

We need real world rewards - we could do lottery, we could do - bingo, we need a program that can develop this.

who can build a culture of accountability.

I am in U-Village Starbucks with B. We had a good day

Tomorrow is my free Monday. I would like to:

- fix my plates with Kate

-apply to other 3 jobs

-talk to Evelyn

-reach out to Kurdin

- invite girls for dinner for Wednesday

- send an email to Leanin girls

- Margarita and Ken appointment

Job:

and dedicate 6 hours for job!

Maybe

8-11 work with Kate

11-12 boxing

12-2 plates

2-6 work with Kate

6-9 sleep

9-12 data work, yeaaaaah!!!!

I had a morning conversation with Naomi and Dina. I am feeling that Naomi is so similar to B, and it completely drives me nuts. She is hard on herself and other people if we compromise on inclusion and communication. so no one feels excluded, or his voice not heard. She is not hard on herself if she doesn't deliver, or breaks her promise. She gets mad if you accuse her of that.

I don't what it is.

At work. Drinking coffee - looking forward to being productive

What is on my mind - I am leading three amazing projects: Work - making an amazing Fort Knox game Lean in - publishing an amazing report, and mobilizing an amazing team Cleo project - publish a money-making game this year I need to sit and apply to jobs, just in case. I kind of want to go and work at Microsoft, for my dad. I imagine winter with my dad and the same place and I feel bad. Also in my mind - vision surgery, teeth surgery and travel to Kz always in my mind, time with my nephews. How do I keep performing? All three projects are pretty big. Also, I am not happy because at work I work from 5-10am, then I have a couple of meetings 10-12pm. 12-3 I relax. I can start working 6-3pm from week after G2E, when I am officially with FK team. I am going to rock it with FK team. This week wo…

Why can't you have it all?

Don't compete, dominate

The have total complete commitment!

Immerse yourself with audio, video, books daily!

I make a commitment to make this person - Ada Kussainova - the most significant person of the 21st century

You are a container - you are made to be filled with joy, creativity, success and love. When you allow worries, doubts to take up the space, you leave less space for good things

Everyday you wake up, wipe away negative from day before, and cultivate positive you had the day before

I need to respect my nature

Get a bigger challenge - put high challenges, so that your blood steers. Make it happen

Make it your priority, and stick to it

I am at work and working very nicely. These couple of weeks without A were really really nice in a way that they helped me establish myself better in the company. I really liked our lunch with Haenam, I am looking forward to working with her. I would like to learn her confidence, and I would like her confidence to be contagious, and her clarity to be a norm.

This weekend I am going to only relax. On Sunday evening I will write an email to everyone, and on Monday I will take a sick day and work from home.

It is going to be really nice

It's Thursday morning. I am at work. I am in a slightly sad mood because of Mystical Mermaid and Kyle's thoughts about it. Looks like I am dependent on his observations. I think a way to get to him is not to show an analysis, but to get things done for him. I see under what pressure Andrea is. I think he is good at managing up.

What else is in my life. I have these three projects in my sleeve - Lean in. How important is this project.

How important is my work at DDC.

How important is my work with Max. Work with Max is important.

Work with lean in can be important.

My job with DDC is the Constance therefore important

Today at work I am feeling good. One of the reasons I am kicking off the meeting with Haenam, and I know it will be easy. My transition to work with K team will be easy, and I will know more. Not knowing what is going to happen is a debilitating feeling. I talked to Andrew, and I feel his support and approval. I hope to work really nicely with him. I am also excited about having hour sessions with Riley, looking together at Retention plus real world rewards proposals. I am excited, I would like to finish a lot in Andrea's absence. I am feeling good about the projects I will work on. Also, I suddenly feel the vacuum of free time and free mind - where I can go and do my painting, my legos, go to sexual health classes, do my wonderful data projects. I was also excited about moving in with Ma…

I got a feeling that I am losing momentum, that I am not going closer to my goal. That I am losing destination. I tackled it. I listened to speeches about vision. I talked to B. I realized what is the problem. The rest below you don't have to read it. America founded on true vision - all men are created equal, etc. Pursue your vision - how do I empower people. Measure momentum - it's not are measurement of success. You measure momentum - it takes a lot of strength to start. Critical mass when it can go itself. Can I see it gathering mass, is it becoming easier for me to move where I want to be. Is it gaining critical mass that moves me closer to my vision. What in my mind brings me closer is financial freedom, relief from society, stability. I am trying to build a world that doesn't exist…