Stanfordgirl1

Watching this kazakh biographies is really inspiring. It keeps me motivated. Really nice. When I read it I dont want to sleep :) I should be reading it every second day. Today I talked to Mike Schaefer. Job opportunities are not so bright. Of course I am taking his advises with a grain of salt. Finishing up a job strategy, I should also work on implementation. Let me just spill out all my thoughts, unorganized, and unfiltered. On the top of the list goes: McKinsey, Bain, and BCG. that would be the best scenario. Next go these international institutions: World bank, UN, IMF, American energy consul, Governer assistant, Allbright, Dalberg, Asian Development Bank Third tier: Deloitte, KPMG, PWC, LEEK, Parthenon Forth tier: alternative energy companies: solar power, Opower, edison, GE, Clear r…

Dear diary

I am super excited! I found awesome awesome franchise to start, exactly what I was thinking of. Its great! it is called tapsnap. Cant wait to talk to Ashat, Sandugash or Gulshat. First, I have to contact them!

Also found great Vc's for women, for women entrepreneurs. I am going to convince Gosha and Eyal to give me 10%, yaaaay.

It will work. Go ahead girl. Good news.

I am in Jake, about to meet Mike, cmc coach. I just read vernyi capital articles. It made me excited. I should be writing to magazines like: Forbes, and Cursive, and should be reading Economist, Forbes USA, and entrepreneur.

Schedule appointment with case writing officer.

Apply to three companies: Wayfair, Onekingslane, Stripe, Deckers

Call mommy about university

Buy or don't buy ticket to Florida

Also I am going to do weights today, yes!

Otherwise it is all good

Thank you

Dear diary,

It looks like I have more time now, I am writing more often here. Today my team and I pitched a wonderful presentation to dean Z and her committee. Now I have to be more involved with KSA, admin, and overall student experience. I think it was a success and I should capitalize on it. Awesome!

As for the rest of my experience its been good. Today Jeff approached me with invitation to start a business together. How do you prioritize?

Interesting findings:

30000 bucks for social start up

your picture on the screen

case writing women+uggs+netflix

Dont lose time, be efficient.

Map out the whole quarter

Love you, kiss you, good luck

Dear dear,

Just read LeanIn.org #banbossy. It really inspired me. Today I went to barre class, and slept there. What can be more ridiculous? I want to complain about my time management, and my inconsistency.

My efforts should be consistent without interruptions. Pushing constantly towards the goal. In order to build consistency, I am planning to do marathon.

Tomorrow:

1) Kalpana: woman leadership, leadership-communication.

2) Rent-alex balyka

3) student id

4) appointment with a doctor 1 and 2

5) ticket to ride

I am going to keep this journal everyday from now. Thats how I am going to show consistency and improved results.

Good day, sunshine

here we go. Its March! Quarter is almost over. Life is harsh. Different working styles - very hard to deal with them. i question myself. Should have more confidence. As for personal life. I am getting jackpot. I am again afraid that I wont get jackpot. The thing is if you try enough, you are going to get it. Probability. Try more, try harder. I am settling down on indian. Even though he hurts me sometimes. I cant be with dearest anymore. I guess what is going hard on me is - not everyone is there for me. People might not see my brilliance, not see my strengths. I also might not get the best job, or best position. Some opportunities might be taken. Timing is important. Respect towards others is important. I believed, if I want something I was going to get it. It is not happening here. I ha…

Dear diary, I am lost confused and angry on myself. School is not so easy, and most of all my pride is killing me. I am such a bad person, I am so not satisfied with myself. I have to be 1. more efficient, 2. more truthful. I am judging people that they are superficial or not deep enough, in fact all I have is pride, no qualifications, no commitment, no real quality, just believe in myself and internal desire to be a superstar. I really want to, but I am so weak that I cant. This school experience was quite a discovery for me. I realized what I really worth, and my weak sides showed up. I see that from a professional standpoint in America I dont worth that much. Most of the MBA jobs are challenging for me. It isn't a surprise, I am really coming from a very different background, and very…

Dear diary,

I am confused lost and scared. I dont want to be in this position. I have problems in my personal and professional life. I want to be adored and be super successful in my environment in the society i am in. For now I have nothing on my plate.

I think I need to move out. i have to be very structured and know what to do with my one wild precious life. Love you, bye!

Dear diary, I am in Jacobs center. In an hour I am going to have finance tutorial. I suck in Finance. I will improve. Tonight there is a drag show. I spent a lot of time and energy in helping out to organize it. Today I attended improv. club meeting. I feel better this week, I am slowly improving. So this is my life. I messed up Steven's birthday. I mean I did not attend it. My calendar is messed up. I will fix it in 10 min, as soon as I finish writing. Oh, yesterday I attended Burger King CFO meeting. The whole management of the company is under 40, very young crowd. Very sure of themselves, very nice. I liked the attitude and ambition of the company. I have applied to S-school, awesome job! and I have also applied to KEO. I started friendships with Indian girls, went to wallmart to buy…

Dear diary, I am writing while I am missing my class-accounting. It is not too bad, since professor told us that we shouldn't worry about attendance. However, I acknowledge that it shouldn't happen again. I just turned off my alarm and went to sleep. You are a grown up it can't happen to you again. The good news is that I am going to see the doctor today. I am an extraordinary disciplined person. I have proved that before, I am going to prove it now. I am going to eat home. When I am having full day classes I am allowing myself to spend 10 bucks a day. The rest of the days I am bringing food from home or just driving and eating at home. Another prove of discipline I will finish my homework one day before it's due date. This is a challenge since I tend to postpone everything till the last…