Stanfordgirl

I am LSR. What I have done well/ not so well yesterday:

Well : I didn't go to sleep, instead I focused on reading Public policy. Even though I really wanted to sleep. I cleaned my house.

Not so well: I could've been more focused on my tasks such as Claire's question, presentation.

Today:

well: I woke up early. Kudo! I did my homework for PP. Yes! morning went well.

I helped out Vlad, and Erin. Reconnected with Buddha Yuan and many other great people.

Afternoon spent on connecting and reading a little bit.

So far so good.

Tonight:

go to gym; grab a drink; decide on classes !!!

Plan for tomorrow

So many things I want at the same time. For my mom, I want her to be happily married, live a life of a woman and enjoy life. For my dad, I want to check his health, and be always in a good mood and health. For Z, I want him to buy the apartment and get financial independence in this upcoming year. What I want for myself? This year I want to make a lot of money by working in a great company. With this fortune I will also be able to buy a car and a house in Astana. In this house I will gather best people in kz and move forward our society, simultaneously being intellectually challenged and enjoying the existence. I will practice beautiful, light home gatherings at Park Evanston, by inviting my best friends. I will show what a proprietress I am. I also want some fun, memorable nights and day…

My ability to fly high in my dreams, imagine vividly, and enjoy the feeling is extraordinary. Dancing on the stage was my most frequent memory. Now I have stand up comedy, and adoring dinner scenes, where I shine with my witty intelligence, self irony, and confidence.

I also dream of sharp tongue debates, where I win with respect and smile. This is how we do :)

It is first of January.

New years Today Meru and I will go to the lake Michigan to send our wishes out to the wild world. I spent all day outside today. It was a brilliant idea. My wishes for this year. All my wishes will go to Zoli. I wish Zoli will have a financial successful year, and will be happy with the amount of money he has in his account. By the end of the next year Zoli has $70.000 in his bank account that will only accumulate and grow year after year. That is my biggest wish. I also wish for myself to get the best satisfying job that will move me forward. In 2015 I am working with people with whom I have relationships that are emotionally fulfilling and professionally fruitful. Let it grow! In 2015 I am easily paying for my student loan, and for my new Tesla car. Next year is a very money building ye…

December 18, Thursday.

I had a good conversation with Meru. Insight: you will achieve everything you want, if you will stay focused. I got this feedback often.

December 16 , 2014 I am in the café on Berwyn. I went to run today at my apartment in Evanston, a very lucky person, I have this apartment. I am frustrated that I didn't go to ski trip, may be someone will help me eventually and I will go. But It is my decision. Other things that frustrate me is that I didn't call about my father, very selfish person, who is lazy to call and ask to help my father. No reason to complain just do it tonight. I am on the winter break, should be an awesome time. But I am lost a little here. What I want to do: 1. I want to buy beautiful clothes for myself that I will look hot and happy in 2. I want to do a haircut orange and fresh 3. Color my hair orange and shiny 4. Experiment with make up, buy more 5. Read economist, entrepreneur, need to tune into interestin…

I have a wonderful day in general. But I need to focus on what is important for me. First raw importance: Okay, the biggest things for my time at Kellogg: 1. won Clean tech startup, raised 2 mln 2. won Hult and Impact investing, gave interview 3. work and make $2.000 a month 4. work at PE company, perhaps One Praetorian, learn ins and outs of PE. 5. Do independent study about stats 5. Get a job I like and everyone appreciates me 6. Get great relationships with Mentors: Carter Cast, Dado, 7. Build a group of supporters, coach and help them Therefore, before the winter break: 1. Decide on PE company ( win: met them till December 13, basically it is next week, and week of finals) 2. Decide on Stats project ( win: I got a yes from professor till the end of the next week, nov 23) 3. Decide on…

Tough minded on issues, soft hearted on people Activities I truly enjoy doing: 1. Persuading others - presentation, debate, public speaking 2. managing people - having meetings and putting the puzzles together 3. finding creative solutions , creative ways to look to problems 4. soliciting a long term vision Critical to succeed in prime minister : 1. excellent people skills 2. strength 3. excellent leadership skills 4. knowledge of economy 5. what else? ask Dado What I should stop doing? Entrepreneur: 1. great team 2. strong sales skills 3. Weaknesses: 1. time management 2. procrastination 3. inability to follow authority instructions 4. disrespect for not integral activities Big picture + Big status +Creativity + Big goal = Ideal job abstract thinking + be adored + creation process + comp…

I had a nice day. I got my money at the student account place, and am in general happy. Z and I listened to hit me mama, and had so much fun. We were laughing on the floor, from the way he dances. three leg movements in one tact. Super funny. Mama rock me :D

Personal leadership insights:

big picture+ big status + creative/creating

Why? because

Abstract thinking + adored/remembered +  am good at.

To me it is a really great finding!

Small insights: like : team building  + guys industry + brand personality.

I think I will be an awesome entrepreneur in America, and a great worker in developing market.

Concerns:

status vs. impact; status vs. enjoy, big picture profession - not detail orientated?

See you next time, Darling

Super happy and content today. I shaked the stress away.  Looks like I have enough resources and time to do everything. I am happy.

I will meet professor Carter, Hennessy soon. Sign up for cool classes like NU energy, and DEcs modeling, presentation, international finance! It is going to be fun, and it is fun now.

I should engage with 1st years, and Kazakh mba's more this year, and participate in all the competitions. Must be fun. I will leave legacy in Kellogg.

Most importantly I should secure myself a job in next 1.5 months/ I should start thinking of off campus fun places to recruite.

Lets think about it.

I also should secure a job during my year at Kellogg.