November 28 — day after Thanksgiving — LA

Today I am in LA.

I couldn't focus on meditation today, I was just falling asleep. Though I had a lot of sleep. I make a contract to learn to meditate sitting. I think half of the time I am falling asleep while trying to meditate lately, it is also because I am listening to the same guided meditation. I consider it the beginning of my journey.

I am afraid because I need to know where I am going to live, so I can be productive and happy. I liked the article today that says that - "You have to optimize for one thing at a time." Short term - living I want to optimize for someone not bothering me, coffee shop near by, and easy in and out access. The rest doesn't matter.

Game plan - wait for Khorshid's answer, call Laura about friends in LA. I sent couple messages to my friends in SF: Jasleen, Orion,

In fact I have whole 8 days before my wonderful meeting! I can do whatever I want to do! I can go to Seattle. Well decided not to go to seattle, just yet. It's a 24 hour bus ride. Hhm too much.

I should seriously look into LA jobs.

Okay. What is next?

Now Arystan. Let's see.Everything is clear with Arstan. He will call me and we decide

Now. You should send something to Matt before our meeting so he is aware and excited!

Now let's look at my finances. Haha

Hm not as bad as I thought. I am aloud to spend $50 more dollars. Inaccurate predictions: 1. food 2. my generosity about Nelly's gift.