Wednesday August 29th

I am at work and I need to balance - meaning, I had a dinner with Thomas Z yesterday - I had mixed feelings - one I am grateful and honored to be listened and to be taken seriously. I am glad I am on a level of high executives and director level. On the other hand - I know he is not my person and I am taking his advice with a grain of salt. I am also always puzzled when I hear about sexual relationship stories - it is interesting and exciting world - I can be engaged and be part of unconventional relationships myself - yet, I want to have a the sweetness and simplicity of a relationship of soul partners with many children and looking together into one direction - one castle - one ship

The truth is God knows what my true self needs. - if there is one true self.

So I felt puzzled.