Sunday September 3rd

I woke up, realizing I didn't work yesterday. I got mad. I am irritated that I didn't work at all, that my weekend that I was waiting for is almost over. That my big plan to stay home and accomplish  ton became stay home and accomplish nothing.

I am also irritated that I cannot talk about it to Bryan, because he won't understand and will add even more stress to the situation making it all about him.

On one hand he has low empathy to people's emotions. On the other hand, he is making decisions on a very different level. Level I don't understand.

What is this level. How does he make decisions.

On Friday I spent fun time with Bryan - we went food shopping, and bought a lot A LOT of food. After food we had a little misunderstanding about cosmetic surgery.

We are planning to talk about - power, therapist.