September 5th labor day

This weekend was one of the best weekends in my life. We went hiking to the lake Spectacle, slept in a tent, looked and felt good. Stayed in the Leavensworth, having great food. The best part was sitting in this beer garden, that looked completely like Jeruuk. Awesoem evening, calm, and warm and loving. Then the mlstbeautiful part was stopping by this gallery in Seattle, seeing these green paintings and videos, chatting with a human being about nothing, just about being human being.

Now I am waiting for Bryan to arrive, I am looking forward to seeing him very much. I lke his smell, and most of all the fact that he cares about me. In this trip, while walking I was thinking about Z, that it is possible that we will be together. Sad it sounds, but as jake noted, go through what we want through again with someone is unimaginable. We should stick together. I am longing to have a baby. I made wish that I by the end of this year will meet my husband,  the one I will love and who will love me back, and together we will be able to realize our dreams. Marriage is about dreams...

I finished the book - my brilliant friend.

I am also very much thinking o f organizing housewarming, and I am very much looking forward to having my dad here. I am working with a tutor, who is pretty amazing, this young Stanford student, a brilliant mind and work ethic.

Let me reflect a little bit about this summer. This summer was very foreign to me in a good way.