September 19th Wednesday

I am at work and am working next to Keith and Riley. They are both very hard working.

Many things in my mind. I am in good relationships with my exes - God bless their souls. I would like to get married in October. What God has prepared for me?

I am getting my freedom. I received my freedom. I woke up and I have a clear idea where my next 2 years will be. I woke up and I can start new things. I woke up and worry is gone - and strain is gone. I woke up and I know how amazing next 2 years are going to be. I am going to celebrate it by starting Kazakh-fund - I will set it up and it will help lives of people, children and women of Kazakhstan. It will change lives. Kazakh students fund.

I will maybe change my apartment. I will go and spend a day in Mosque - being grateful to my God. I will go and do a day of volunteer service - I will take my friends to go and do a day of volunteer service with me - it will be great.

It will be good. God guide me towards my next step - guide me and protect me and give me your blessing. It is a lot to ask - I promise I will pay it forward- by love, by humility, by being inadvertently working towards the good and spreading your name.

God bless me - God guide me - God be with me