October 11th

I woke up sad a little bit today. One reason I feel less connection to B, I feel I can move forward. It is sad, because just a week ago I was weeping, and on my knees to be just near him.

He is right, I have a lot of things in my mind. My mind is hovering around: azamat  and what I do with him; B; my personal life - my husband, my productivity; a desire to write; my sports. I would summarize it:

1. personal life - It's a mess I know it, I can change it, but not yet. I want to sink into the ehnwiprhv. I don't know when to start. Actually, my hope is that I will meet M at the conference in Kellogg. I should!

2. work life - outside work I put some pressure on myself - I am building an app, selling my business.

3. other hobbies- writing, capoeira, putting Kazakh clothes on the market. Ah, with all of this, I need a manager.

This week I:

- make an appointment with a doctor

- meet Archie for business

- continue with app on a regular basis

- continue with capoeira on a regular basis

Good job, girl. If you do it, it's a lot!!!