Monday November 7th

I will be sufferer or beneficiary of my own choice. Now all good with Bryan. Afraid, because it can turn bad any second. But it won't. I don't have expectations. and the worst is gone.

Ira is right. he is not ready for anything. Is not ready to work on the relationships. When he is going to be completely not-marketible. For now doesn't look like he is ready for compromising and working on things.

Ada