March 22

Again forgetting it is Nauryz. I had a conversation with Meru. She gave me permission to cry and be sad because of losing my love. Maybe I should've done something different.

Bryan, I wanted to tell you that I am looking forward to hearing what you decided to do or didn't decide, or anything you want to tell me. If I won't hear from you, I will find a way to be okay too. But I do want to hear from you. I hope I am not too late