June 19th 2019 - read menopause excertp - beautiful

I feel poetic. I read this beautiful excerpt, and what it makes me feel like - like I belong to long do-nothingness. Vo mne stolko spokoistviya, vo mne stolko odnogo - jesus skazal - when teo becomes one, when upper is lower, when inside is outside, when male is female are one, then you enter the kingdom.

V kakoi to moment ya hotela bezhat, teper ya chuvstvuu nehvatku vremeni potomu chto mne nujna pustota, no bereg na rasstoyanii ruki - vot chto mne nado. Mne nujno byt odnoi - tvorit, i esli mne nujno prosto byt s kem to i veselitsa, ya mogu eto sdelat, i pochuvstvovat lubov.

Eto sostoyania - insightov i obreteniya - chuvstvo obretenia.

Vtoroe chuvstvo - eto chuvstvo togo chto ty chto to varish. Varish s ludmi i vy berete energiu drug ot druga i vy vidite resheniya, i u vas vse poluchaetsa. Kakoe je eto chuvstvo? Spokoino i uvereno ty idesh i delaesh to chto doljno sluchitsa, i eto tebya vydaet, bolshie shagi, bolshie uspehi, i uverenost'.

Ty beresh to chto ne dumal vozmojno, ty bejish za etim, ty gonishsa, i otdesh vse - i ty poluchaesh vse! VSE!

Chto na etoi nedele - ya hotela by dochitat knijki.