Friday January 22nd
Friday January 22nd
I am only 5 days here, and already feel very immersed in the city, and I am full of hope. I met Vu and Katie and really hope I have good chances of getting a job.I stayed at the hostel, in the basement. At the first night, I was scared, and felt my body was physically adopting to the new environment. But I slept really good there. It made me think that I belong pretty well to small places, where all my belongings in one place, not well organized, but I know where and how to find everything. What matters to me is that nobody can see me and judge me. I also lie activities outside. I go outside, and see people and I can merge with the flow, camouflage and disseminate in the crowd, doing my thing. First night, I thought oh - bad, I am 30, and in a hostel, how did it happen? I realize that I am as a personality okay with hostels, and communal living. As long as it has fresh air to breath, and place to hide with no judgement. I like it.
Tomorrow I am leaving for Seattle. I am hoping to live at E's place, which I believe very clean and nice. There I could breath, and enjoy my days.
Today I am meeting Alessio , I am going to ask for job. On Sunday I have to send my resumes to all three people, and get my job. In Seattle, I really hope to have interviews. The sooner the better. If I didn't get an offer, I would apply again and again until I got an offer.
Today I have some paperwork. Namely, I have to finish Mike's work. I enjoy the work. It will take around 2 hours to do it. The couple of small things that are bothering me. Namely, Sarah and our appointment and money. I have a little bit liquidity shortage. I will be okay. I just have to check my balance everyday. Soon I will get money from Mike, NU, garage, and Nuri. I will be good. Nothing unexpected. Something fun came into my mind, perhaps forget about the resumes till Monday morning. That is when I am going to send them.
Life is good. I am going to get a job, and then I am going to find myself and awesome guy, and I will love him. I will build this amazing products, inspire future creators. Build a new wealth pipeline for women, and help Kazakhstan. This is so amazing. God please bless my way.
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Afternoon. I don't want to do a thing today. Just chilling here. I feel that my clothes don't smell good. I also feel I am getting sick. I really want to wash all my clothes, and take a good shower. Will do on Sunday :)
I want to wash my clothes. I will. Okay, I will go outside to clean myslef in the fresh air now. hahaah
Yeah, I promised Mike something for tomorrow. Now all I want is relax. Yes, I should wake up super early tomorrow, and do this three hour job, and pray. Now it's 4 pm, go explore SF, then have dinner and good conversation. Then you are going to be okay. My new room is better. It is cleaner and I can open the window. Nice