Autumn

Autumn, and things going bitter with Bryan. No hope for me. I thank God for giving me this feeling of love. I know I confessed that I am in love with him very early. It didn't change things.

I am experiencing love of my life. Very strong in a way. I only now realize that you don't joke with love. It is simply more powerful than you. Can you hijack love?

I really liked the guy when I was 19. But it wasn't deep at all. It was  a couple of nasty dates, then not so.

I lived for 6 years with a guy, I didn't feel like loving. We had a lot of great, mind blowingly firework time.

I liked chocolate, really liked him. He had his ideas, his principles. I would do everything to be around him. I was ready to be a aktobe wife. I would've stopped loving him by now.

Now I am experiencing intense, emotionally wired time with my B.

Time will show where it is going.

Thank you God