August 3rd
Today is August 3rd. I am at work. I went home slept for 4 hours, and then got back to work. Now I am going to have productive evening, because tomorrow I have to deliver. I was tired today because I went drinking yesterday with my classmate/co-worker and we talked about work. So today when I got back to work I felt like didn't relax at all.
Now I have my coffee, and I am feeling excited. It is 5:35 in the evening, people are still in the office. I am waiting when everyone is gone, then I want to work. I also want to concentrate, not on work but on priorities on how I spend my time outside work.
One of the problems I have is that I am thinking how to get promoted at this organization. How to strategize to make the next move promotion, because I think I have real opportunity, and if played correctly I will get it. On the other hand, I could just relax get myself an everyday working thing - like content relations, or content overview and high roller room and I will be okay. Simple updates, and simple good life. I need advisers in this space.
On the other hand, I don't want to be a VP of product at gaming company. I would like to be a celebrity, entrepreneur, and the most influential person of 21st century. My mind should think about - 1. having plans B - other jobs, more networking, 2. Skillset - building a great skillset in data analytics and coding; 3. my startups. Now when i think about it, I think these are the priorities:
1. get myself a husband, the one I would like to get married. This is the most obscure task, and I leave room for ambiguity, because it's a big bet:) I will need to do both - dating sites, and conferences and networking events. I will be taking Dale, and Shashwat to these places. What stops me from this - mindset. I am not used to it. I need to strat going to dates, like crazy, just go. Instead I am really thinking about Bryan all the time. I miss him. Thinking how to train him.
Resolution - in August just go to dates, and party events all the time. Forget about the skillset, organize your outing time with dates. The entire month - just dates and fun