August 28th Monday

I am very lost. If I won't lie to myself, I will see that Andrea is not with DD anymore. I don't know what is going to happen to me. I am very surprised. Still waiting for an email from him, but in vain.

I need too do my teeth very fast, I need to do my doctor appointment very fast. I need to apply to jobs very fast. I am afraid of the next 3-4 days. I am afraid of the week. The investors are here, and what did they decide. I have action paralysis. I don't know what to do.

Get yourself together. Get yourself together. My nerves are breaking. I need just to feel positive. I feel positive and not very threatened, but I feel I am failing, completely out of control, not leading the events.

That's it. You are working from home tomorrow. Z is leaving tomorrow. You will start  by cleaning your desk.

This is what you are going to do:

You will make doctor appointments with B tomorrow morning. I will make both dental and health appointments. I will also apply to new jobs. It will be very cool. In the evening, I will come and clean my desk. That is all I can do. That's what I will do.

I don't have time today to connect with K-team. Tomorrow I am out. I will connect with them on Wednesday. I will be very successful in connecting with this team. It wil be very nice