April 3rd

I am at work. Alone. I am feeling better. I am a little over excited, because new things are starting in  my life. Z is coming to visit me, isn't it amazing. I am going to Vegas. I will be okay. I feel some loneliness.

I am excited about some things: I ordered a book- Mastery, Mindset. I am excited about my photoshoot in New  york with my dear friend  Meru. I am excited about going home to kz, and giving robotic gifts for my little lovely love of my life nephews. I am excited about launching a new app, it is going to be exciting.I am excited about writing a book.

Today this morning, I was frustrated by Andrea, and his management. I didn't like that I had to fight for rtp questions. That he is not giving me full power. Maybe Andrea is about to leave.

Yyesterday, I went to capoeira, it was really awesome. I enjoyed the roda. I am excited about the summer - I willbe able to showcase my capo to larger audience.

Yesterday, I found a book about sex in the bookstore, I am excited about trying some tips out from there.

I also went for dinner with my friend - Jenny, she told me I am her inspiration. Now I value her a lot.

Ha, there are many things I am excited about!

What I want to do in Vegas -

drink at the pool

read self mastery books

buy outfit for photoshoot in New york

give love and happiness to people around me

connect with my friends in kazakhstan, chat with them, love them

It's time to give love, LOVE LOVE LOVE

Jenny taught me a valuable lesson - how important is a compliment.