April 11th

I am at work. It is morning. I am feeling happy and slightly excited. My dear Z came to visit me. He still loves me like crazy, and still wants me. He is a wonderful human being. He is a rare example of real decency, real loyalty, real angel's heart.

Fist day we went to the pop culture museum, pike place market, and golden gardens. Second day we took a long trip to edge of the world - Pialto beach. wow

The third day we went to mount Si, for a a little hike. Everyday i was full of love and care. He cares for me always.

This is the story of my life. My life. My life went this way.I had a boyfriend , I managed to split up, I met him again.

He loves me, it's not a secret. He told me some stuff like I said that he was an option. I felt very sorry for what I said. wow. It did reach his ears.

Now I am at work. and I am feeling overly excited for some reason, and don't want to work. Now I think everything is just going to be good. This couple days I will be busy entertaining my father. The I will go to Kazakhstan - more entertainment.

I want to invite B for dinner or lunch with my dad. I really want it. If he will refuse, I will still be okay. I regained another happiness my ex. I do have some romantic feelings for him. It feels very home in his arms.