TO YOU

I know, that you don’t hear me now –

It is huge distance between us;

But we can crush it, you know how.

My heart now as a broken glass.

You turned it into this for time

As short as we had met with you.

And for my soul it was big prime –

For you it was the same too.

And I don’t know what’s happened then –

You didn’t do anything at all!

I thought, I’d found ideal man,

But soon he hurt my tender soul.

When he just stopped to talk with me,

And I decided become waiter,

And what will be after to see:

Maybe he’d phone or write me later.

But it was nothing after that.

I wanted talking or to see.

My dreams at once became bad,

I feel myself as in deceit.

I really didn’t understand

Why had you behaved yourself so?

I hope, you weren’t going pretend?!

I won’t forgive you then at all!

I hate it, that you made me sad,

I hate, that I believed to you!

And now I feel myself so bad!

I can’t forget things, that you do.

And now, I think, we haven’t future –

You crushed at once it by yourself!

I don’t know what could change your nature,

But I will always be myself.

And now I don’t dream about meeting,

And I’m not wicked – you made me so!

And I would like present your beating

By my hand, after that can go!

I’d asked you only attention,

But even this you couldn’t give!

I want feel myself in protection,

And man, without whom I can’t live.

Unfortunately, it’s not you,

And you were my seventh mistake…

And every man’s word isn’t true,

And nothing for you they can take!

You disappointed me so soon!

That’s why I can’t forgive you never!

So, I will walk as lonely moon,

Waiting own happiness forever…