Stream of consciousness

You should have took me out when you had a chance. Lol, as if i ever had anyone to take me out. This has been one shitty month, and shitty year. Go to hell, 2017, i won't ever miss you. It's been couple months since i declared war to my laziness, and guess who's winning. Some things never change. I just pretend that everything is fine, like always. I can do this, just provide me with food and drinks, one day after another until the end of the world.I saw that old man playing on the flute today morning,and he was doing so nice, but all i could think about is to pity him, because maybe he didn't really want to do it, since he was doing it for money. Anyway, the music was nice. Let's call it soundtrack for my Saturday. At least i made one right decision this year. However, the laziness is winning and i should do something about it. Usual ways of encouragement don't work with me, so i guess i will have to find some other ways...