Overwhelmed?

Am I overwhelmed by everything in my life? Hard question to answer. It seems that I postpone everything because I am always looking for the certain definitive result. And that is not happening. My dream of being in complete of everything in your life is just never going to happen.

Today, I recalled a very nice quote I heard somewhere - it is not who you are, it is what you are going to do about that.

I am not in the worst place in the world, but I had never expected for me to be consumed by my laziness or absence of concentration. It just seems that I am unable to devote my full attention to one thing. Almost impossible. But I have used to do that for a brief moment in my life. Now I crave that feeling again.

I am watching the Parks and Recreation and the time I am writing this brief input to my diary.