No time is wasted?

Hehe. I am back here. I want to get some thoughts out of my head because they were crippling up. The last two days were spent with my friends and family in a very unproductive ways. I have eaten out a lot and drank alcohol as well as smoked shisha. Have I enjoyed spending time like this? Yes, I did. I do not think that such lifestyle is sustainable. It provides you with instant gratification but does not help to build up your life.

I see that people around are engaged in some kind of projects. As I have lost quite a lot of weight with tenacious calorie counting it became clear to me that this principle is valid for our life in general. Success is built up by minor actions we do everyday.

My grandfather told me that if I am going to work I will be able to afford everything I want. Without work and dedication I will not achieve a life I want to. The main problem for me right now is that I doubt myself and do not see a clear path towards the success. I do feel that must become more frugal and rational about I am spending money. It will help me to last longer on the existing funds I do have and is going to set the basics for my future success.

I am hoping that she is going to like the way I am wishing and willing to change and is going to be the reliable home cover not an envious anchor.

bye