I saw you in my dream...

What if I speak to you openly, breaking up walls that divide us from being honest? Would you contentedly sit next to me and intently listen to me up? What if I crumble my diffidence into small pieces to hover it around so that no one could catch and put them back together? Could you then stop yourself from being offended and messed up? What if I go on and won't be able to cool up promptly? Would you still stay with me, with no intention to leave me in solitude? What if I say I saw you in my dream, would it draw your attention and set on fire your interest to me? There in a dream, where you had a perfect look than ever, made slobber running down out of my mouth and I licked my lips just like cats do. In a silent sudden it crossed my mind she was rather more a nature masterpiece than a human artwork. She was so hot, like an approaching meteorite just about to fall on earth and wipe out every living creature with her shine and beauty, like it once happened to dinosaurs. Then, I tried to gulp my commotion and hesitantly pushed my first step to her. I was definitely about to pass out, barely bumbling towards her, it was getting increasingly tricky, to say even a word, not that, I could pour out my feelings at all. I could see her lips curved into a smile, that made me fascinated and unexpectedly drove me in colors. Glowing reflection of the moonlight in her eyes, tempted me to drown into them, like any ship, seeing last distant light of a lighthouse, one day will drown among an endless ocean of love, struggling with the waves of despair. With every step, I could smell her fragrance that madly intoxicated me as if I was a reckless flying bee among warm spring-like flowers drunk by their sweet incense in the air. I paused right facing her, but neither of us knew what to say... so I stretched my hand out, she did the same. Our fingers entwined into the messed ribbon of desire and yearning. It's been agonizingly long since I wanted to snuggle her up, and finally, I pulled her to myself and strongly wrapped her into my arms. Her pale and flimsy body was extremely soft, which was melting from the passion coming from the deep of my burning heart. She tied her arms over my neck so that, I could feel the fast flood of my blood concussed my head. If you would've been there, how long would've you wanted it last? Although it was just a few minutes, but for me it longed the eternity with its seasons and unique beauty of the current moment. The green grass is barely seen from the still cold ground, stretching up right after a long sleep into the dark silent sky. There were no clouds, just bright tiny stars pinned to the night blanket as if it covered with love and care its child - earth. Every mute star jealously had been keeping over the centuries the secrets of lovers, once been told in the blurry past. They were like saying: "we've seen an endless amount of glances in love, where we could see both happiness and sadness." Then, I asked them, what do they see in her eyes? They said: - we can read her feelings by just her one glimpse and then, it will become part of our secret. It's time to sleep for you!-they softly whispered in my ear when slightly blowing wind spread her silky hairs over my eyes. My eyelids suddenly became heavy and I fell asleep. Your soft voice made me woke up. I opened my eyes and under my feet, I could see no more green, but everything was white. I saw a great amount of huge black boulders of different shapes. They were all around. Your voice draw me back again to consciousness and I started looking you for through the labyrinth. Passing by boulders I in a sudden, I figured it out, that they were letters. I was walking just right on the white sheet of paper among the letters. How hard would I tried to find you, I couldn't. I was in despair when it became clear to me that letters while falling from the sky made the sound of your voice. You disappeared from my sight and I felt bruised, I got on my knees to throw my look into the sky. I saw the stars hanging upon me. They were loudly laughing and murmuring I guess about me. One of them asked me: - "You probably remember you wanted to know what her feelings are like about?" So here are unspoken emotions and unwritten words what she intended to write to you about, but couldn't, they were lost and became orphans, we picked them up from her glance and saved for you. So, read them then. I replied I can't, even if I want, there wouldn't be enough my entire life to read it all. It's too complicated! -Sure, that's why no sounded emotions, no written words would ever substitute your present time and a person you spend with! So go back and enjoy your real. I closed my eyes and when I opened them up, she was still in my hugs. Her hair was waving with the wind, tickling my nose and drawing a gentle smile on my face.

So then... I saw you in my dream, but I can't remember it.)))