Diary entry #8 [EN]

Haha. nice. I have deleted a couple of paragraphs, accidentally. Now I have to start from a scratch.

Have not been writing here since I was binge-reading the Reddit threads. Namely - fatlogic and fatpeoplestories. Recommend to all fatties like me to make themselves acquainted. They mock fat people and crash all the excuses to stay fat. It sounds harsh but I find it very helpful. The main reasons, it that people are blatantly honest and they are not targeting you. A lot of fatties feel personally attacked when they are asked questions related to their "boldness". FatAcceptance and Healthy at Every Size sounds ridiculous. The only PhD arguing for the HAES is Lynda Bacon who is a SLIM woman. I saw her in the Youtube video. That hypocrisy right there. She is just money-milking from the delusional people. Meh.

Why am I writing in English? Well, I did spend a lot of time lately reading only in English. Did not want to translate all the things. Plus, I have keyboard backlight only on my laptop. Yvision has checkbox only for the posts in Kazakh, why not for English as well? Seems like a pretty good idea for me.

I am still sick. And real sick of being sick :D.

Tired and lazy to type.

In the end.

It all matters only to me.