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Glittering clouds by the Imogen Heap is very beautiful song. It made me wonder if you could sell a pain to the people. The question is whether it could become mainstream. Not the story of overcoming pain but being dragged down slowly by one. And enjoying it. Of course, I am talking about the spiritual one not the physical. Physical pain is quite private and most of the people would not relate to the public demonstration of one.

The girl I like does not like me. And she says it is not about me but about her. I wonder if it is true or she is just being nice to me. And what would preclude a person from seeking sympathy? Or she is just being a bit manipulative and just saves me up as the B plan for the future then it is not cool to me. Unfortunately, I do not seem to have a way to determine what is going on in her mind.

Even though I have not written here for a very long time, it seems that I would benefit greatly from doing so. I have shared the link to this blog with a couple of friends so if you are reading it, pleas notify me. And do not share my private thoughts I am sharing here. I would not want most of the people I socialise with to know what is going on inside me.

Anyways it is all just a bit of non-sense from a young immature guy who is lost in the centre of the Europe.

Peace and Love to all.