Hallo guys, i want to change my life!

Hello! My name is Never_smile im from Kazakhstan! I want to start my not difficult blog on the text format! Maby in the future some time i make video blog! why do i want to change? all because lately my life dont like me! is some reason why do i want to change! first I dont have a work ((( omg its so bad, and now i try fix it even if i dont like it, second I dont know english and because of this i feel bad acctualy my mind, so i dont build some simple phrase, acctualy I write this for my motivation for my development! And last I want to chanche my body, I will do crossfit, acctualy I have much experience in sport! Guys sory for my simple english i try to learn! if you read this! Thank you! guys let us develop our live with me! I want so much to change this fucking life! I want to learn this language and leave this country omg sory for this but it is true! Lets speak english guys!