Crisis in our heads? Maybe. But i must admit i got used to good life, and now it's not feeling good. I don't earn enough to buy what i want. If it goes on like this, i won't go anywhere this year. The thing is, there is no any normal job offer. I'm still stuck in that office. And that problem has not been solved too. 28 years, since i'm all by myself. It's hard sometimes, i do need a warm shoulder too. Missing Ramadan's light, and it's not good. I sometimes ask myself, how come i don't have friends here. And then there is no answer. Too busy working? Nah. Then what? I don't know, it just happened like that. My only soulmate is far away from me, and i know she asks the same questions. Ehh. Wanted to study Korean for real, but then i realized i really don't like travelling alone, except to China. So if i don't have any friends there, what's the point of studying it? Puppet doesn't stop complaining...