damn it! last days I feel myself so freaking bad and sad. I'm trying to be a good son, good friend, good partner, good companion, just good person who always near for help, for support and bla bla bla. But, sometimes it seems to me that I'm cheating and I have many masks for each of them :) inside me it really hurts, that masks are soon will may become hyprocrisy. damn, its better hang myself than being hyprocrite, so I should find another option or way from this mess. ending my entry with this rockin track: