I'm just feeling reaaallly unbalanced right now.
Why would fate introduce us to someone absolutely perfect just to snatch them away a moment later? That's just so unfair and so sad. And then you go on with your life and you turn down every single person that likes you just because they are not them. Everyone else pales in comparison.
The only thing to do is to hope that one day you'll just get over that person, but - honestly? - I don't think it's going to work. The only thing to do is to pray and hope you'll see them again to get another chance or just to realize you were mistaken all along and they're your Ashley Wilkes. Just pray you don't turn out to have a Rhett Buttler, too.