how many days i had??
more than 500? several thousand? did i count?
they were not so bitter for it were the sweet times of youth, when everything is pure, new and so much filled wth joy and craze of overwhelming love...
then there come questions...
what is that... ?
where it's going to end... ?
who.. are we? ??
i am learning to avoid despair and anger when thinking of what could've been done, what i missed and what i did wrong.
and.. i am actually thankful... because i had... these days of summer...
and... honestly. i am not sure, if the summer's over..
the memories lie deep inside my soul, beneath all layers and faces, in a secret den... hidden from everbody..
so that i know - wherever it rains, snows or the sun shines... there's always summer.
least you may do - just look back.
and the summer is also ahead of you. go for it!..
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so, these crazy things came to my mind after i watched the movie two or three times by now.
and it's not even that i'm questioning myself - how did they get into my head and took all these ideas, dreams and views i nourished....
it's rather... satisfaction..
i finally have got to understand a new piece of the Puzzle which is called life.