Умеренность. Я с ней незнакома.
I always seem to run into excess..
If I speak, I'm way too loud..
If I eat, I eat too much..
If I'm on a diet, I starve myself till my hands start to shake..
If I drink, I get totally wasted, hating myself the morning after..
If I study, I'm so concentrated I forget to sleep..
If I cut classes, I cut the whole week..
If I'm curious, I study quantum science..
If I'm glad, I'm filled with love, somewhere on the 9th cloud..
If I'm sad, I burst in tears and cry a river..
If I'm being kind, I sacrifice myself for anybody..
If I hate myself, it lasts forever..There's no balance... I don't keep in touch and change things around me all the time. I escape, ignore, forget.. or I try to. Neurotic? Maniac-depressive?
Living my life to the fullest or jumping off a bridge?I wonder how I will die...
I have issues.
Когда-то очень давно нашла вконтакте в заметках у девушки, с которой даже незнакомы.
Взяла в избранное. И как не читаю, так понимаю, что верно. Что местами даже слишком.
И еще.
I need passion.. Not the sexual kind if you know what I mean, but passion for life..
Passionate people are determinate, motivated, set for goals.
My only goal up till now was to succeed.. Succeed everything I undertake.. But in the end, what's the point?I live day by day. Since forever I've been bluntly "floating to wherever life takes me". With no clear destination, just going with the flow..
I need passion. Something to go crazy about, something to long for.. A new dream that would take my breath away..